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Archive for December, 2007

Today I reflect on this past year…a year of tremendous challenge.  One would think I’d be glad to see it go, be rid of it…move on.  I could dwell on the challenges and adversities.  I could dwell in misery if I choose and I’d certainly be entitled to that, but I choose to see the [...]

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What is it about the holidays that bring so much expectation?  What is it about the holidays that brings sorrow?  For me, the holidays bring memories…some sweet and some very painful.  There are the memories of those no longer in my life, Christmas past, memories of my little girl and boy in warm feet pajamas [...]

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My first Adirondack Christmas!  I am here in my camp watching the snow falling and blowing outside my windows, the tree is lit with tiny clear lights, antique reproduction candles rest on each windowsill.  It’s Christmas Eve morning, 18 degrees, Mother Nature creating balance to the 47 degree rains of yesterday.  This is my first Christmas away [...]

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The sounds of silence here in the Adirondack forest are amazing…sounds I’ve never listened to before.  A light breeze rattles the brown dry leaves that remain on beech trees and hobblebush.  The sound of natures own wind chimes…an orchestra of elevated tones from the lighter beech tree leaves that are high light and airy.  The hobblebush [...]

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I am officially a full-time resident of the beautiful Adirondacks and winter is upon us.  My first initiation to the unpredictable Adirondack weather was Friday night.  I was visiting my dear friend Shamim and left Saranac Lake about 5:30pm and found myself in a not predicted by ANY weather service blizzard with whiteout conditions.  My usual [...]

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Healing comes in many forms and in different ways.  The lengthy divorce settlement has presented great difficulty.  After years of being divorced the final settlement is nowhere in sight.  The challenges are still there…no matter what I do to move through them, face them, deal with them…they remain.  I keep wondering, “what is it I’m not getting?  I [...]

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