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Archive for July, 2007

Today the dam breaks as the first tear falls slowly, warmly, softly down my cheek sliding down to my jaw line, hanging on…finally giving up and falling to my chest.  Today I am at home with sadness and I treasure this release, this oneness with sorrow. 
I feel deeply now;  sorrow for others, for myself, for the challenges [...]

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The Sun rises perfectly this morning so gloriously perfect, radiant, dazzling the Hudson River with an orange, yellow and pink dance.  What does this sun rise teach me?  Confirm for me?
That I am perfect…we are all perfect.  If I didn’t notice the sun, would the sun still rise?  If I notice the warmth of the [...]

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There is great power in allowing what comes to just be.  Yesterday I knew I was not good company, not the person people are used to sharing time with.  So I allowed myself a day of mostly solitude and being in this place so unfamiliar.  A place where I felt so out of center…
Living in Spirit is an [...]

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Of what am I afraid I ask myself this morning?  This past week has been a whirlwind of legal issues…a never-ending divorce settlement.  I cried this week for the first time in a long time…feeling disheartened, allowing the tears to flow, allowing my humanity to pierce the strength of my Spirituality.  Oh Spirit shines ever [...]

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Patience.   Patience.  Patience.  How I dreaded those words in my youth.  Youthfulness brings eagerness to do everything that comes along.  I want to do it now!  I want to do it yesterday!  I want to hurry up and grow up, hurry up and get there, hurry up and get married, hurry up and have children….hurry, hurry, [...]

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The sounds of Buddha Nature, the hum of the air purifier, the tinkling chimes, air moving, train passing, Shortey’s breath, my body, the air against my skin, the coolness of my thumbs and warmth of my fingers, the softness of my eyelashes against my cheek, the ache in my upper back, the warmth of my [...]

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Today I went to a beautiful Interfaith Service for the first time.  My new Sister Naomi is a newly ordained Minister and invited me to attend.  She greeted me as I walked in the door and asked me if I would do the reading.  I said sure, whatever you’d like me to do.  The reading [...]

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Last night I had an incredibly healing experience.  I prepared for the last two days my full surrender to the work I would be doing with Sandy and Maria.  I knew there was something I was holding on to…and while so much focus has been on the painful scars of my left breast and my [...]

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